Star Life: Monday February 4th on Family Forbidden Love

MONDAY FEBRUARY 4TH 2019 UPDATE ON FORBIDDEN LOVE

Here i was holding a glass of water for her..and she wasn't even there. Why? because she was FAKING IT! but what about my concern?? I didn't fake it! My head hurt so much and then Lavanya came in..asking me if I was okay... Thinking of Khushi as usual, I shouted at LAvanya..called her khushi too.. Thankfully, she just walked away.. My head was hurting me so bad. I opened the door and...there she was. NOW, she won't escape me! HA- coz no one is at home- except for me. As she'll soon find out... She was trapped...within my arms..these, her world for now. MY world! Now she'll bear the brunt of what she'd unleashed! So close..but it didn't matter right now. I was barely holding on to control as I spelt it out to her- she needed to do her job. She needed to simply do that. NOT ignore me or infuriate me! This time..I won't be affected! I took a sadist delight in telling her there was no one at home. Who did she think she was? unbearable was her thought to me- though they plagued me! but never mind, she needed to do her job.

Keep it to that and stop messing with my head! "shaadi ka idea humara banaya hua nahi hai" She told me about marriage. A marriage- a union of two lives forever. A complete life. But I won't get it- as i was 'matlabi'. She called me a man whose "character" was "dheela" I couldn't let her go. Character dheela. I'll show her what that means. I held on to her arm, twisting it behind her back as i pulled her closer. i held her firmly. And then, she started crying.. and said that wasn't what she meant? and I pulled her closer..I could see into the depths of those tearful eyes..I was hurting her.. her silent eyes reproached me...guileless.. and i left her. Then Lavanya came in. I left.

I thought of what I had done..hurt her... my hands would leave marks on her skin...but I wasn't wrong in what I had said..I didn't think. I was working, thinking, trying to work and function properly when the lights went off! So I went to ask di what was up and was told it was khushi..so I went, wondering why all wrong things were always connected to her? I found them..LA said it was her fault..taking her side.. Khushi came down..didn't utter a word.. and with the candlelight on her face..as she lit the candle..i was...lost... I think she could sense me looking so I looked away with difficulty... i looked at her..this time, didn't look away.. and the candle tipped closer to her arm.. Before it could hurt her, I tilted it back.. then i noticed, Lavanya had also fallen..so I went to her, helped her up and restraining myself from looking at khushi..took lavanya inside...leaving the light with her Inside at the table.

I saw things the preparations for barsi and i walked away..into my room. After that, it was impossible to stop my thoughts from going back to that fateful night..that hateful nightmare I couldn't come out from. Di had given me everything...and as I was thinking, di came.. and i just hugged her..held on to the one loving element in my life..the one person who was like ma...her eyes were filled with love and compassion...I had to control myself from sobbing..but i did control..and I said I'm fine... but...for today..I won't be...for today..I'll remember the love I lost..that made me who I am..and that could never be brought back... That's it guys! I know I didn't do justice to it!

At all but let's just appreciate the awesomeness of acting today! the wonderful execution and- this is what hate-love will be like..any complaints?LOLWink Arnav made me cry..so did khushi..coz that grip must have held..such a strong vice-like grip and ohh B looked so so amazing..his strong forearms..his hands..his eyes..hayeee his voice..oh GOD..his concern..his emotion.. Khushi was hurt today.. I wasn't angry..I was hurt..and not just physically...he has always been leaving marks on me..this one will be hard for me to forget. That man still refused to become a monster in action- he held me, threatened me, but left me too..what was I to think of all of this? He hurt me, and still he saved me from any kind of hurt? It reminded me of him..it always will..if i would ever be able to forget... That's it.

Gupta's House
Khushi's father is not at all interested in this proposal of Shyam and Khushi. Buaji says Shyam is a nice guy and he understands Khushi well. Khushi's parents asks Bua as why to hurry up after all its the issue of marriage which will decide Khushi's rest of life. So, its important to think over it again! Bua tells why to think about that because Shyam had helped them in many ways and it is not so easy to forget all that. Still Khushi's father is not satisfied with it.

Next Day
At the Temple
Khushi takes her parents to a temple. Khushi praying to God.[OMG!!! WHTS THT..??!! Arnav coming to temple!!!! wooo...]. Arnav comes there. He stops suddenly...... as he feels for Khushi [Rabba Ve instrumental in the BG] .... Khushi praying and he is standing a few steps back of her. Pandit Ji sees Him. When Arnav about to enter, Panditji through actions show him that he will come there. When he and Panditji leaving Khushi too feels for him and turns back. But she doesnt see him [ :( bechaari ]. Her eyes searches for him...but he finds no where.
Arnav and Panditji walking. Arnav sees a girl child crying [About 7-8 years i guess]. He asks Panditji to move to the car. and ASR goes near to the Baby.[ As he is always angry and doesnt know to talk softly]... He tries to be soft somehow and asks why is she crying and where is her parents. The baby replies that her father is in hospital, mother is crying.

He gives him his handkerchief, the child takes tht, sneezes in it [JUST LIKE KHUSHI DID]. after sneezing she gives back the handkerchief to him. Arnav ka facial expression - Yuck!!!!. He takes the handkerchief. The child says its a belief in temple that if you make a pigeon fly all the worries would be gone, so for that she just have 10rs.
Khushi tells that she will be back within 2 minutes as she too believes in it[To make a pigeon fly]. She runs towards the one who sells the pigeon and asks for 1 pigeon. But the seller says that one man had come just before, and he has taken all the pigeon. She wondered who that man was, said that he would be a very selfish man who wants everything.

She then hears the birds flying, she turns and sees a child is happily jumping making all the birds fly, Arnav is standing near to the child. Khushi is happy to see that. BUT NOTE THE POINT SHE DINT SEE THEIR FACE!
The child calls Uncle. He turns, Khushi is stunned to see Arnav. Khushi hears their conversation. The child asks about his parents but he doesnt reply, the child says that her father would be alright then as she had flew many pigeons. He says that her father will be alright! Baby then kisses his cheeks and thank him! Khushi smiles. Arnav asks the baby to go home, and nt to go out alone! He and the baby goes. [Acc to the facial expression of Khushi it feels that she thinks he isnt that bad as he is towards her!]

Gupta's House
Khushi asks her sister as why the people is so strange, the person whom you see and understand they doesnt seem to be the same later. She asks as how they can understand if a person is good or bad. She then murmers! Payal asks as about whom is she murmuring. Khushi tells its about Laad Governor. When she is to tell about him, Bua calls Payal and it was too late that Khushi leaves for her job!

Raizada House
Anjali is sad as Shyam is not picking up the call. Khushi comes! Khushi finds a Handkerchief in which 'S' is written on it. Khushi handovers it to Anjali. Anjali says its her husband's, also tells his name "Shyam". Khushi excitedly says the name of the person who live in her house for rent is also Shyam. Nani calls Anjali, she leaves. Khushi tells if the name is Shyam then the person must be nice just like the Shyam in her house [ Bechaari she doesnt noe ryt both the just the same, DIRTY DEVIL]... Khushi sees some preparations are done. She asks Jaiprakash is there any Pooja happening in the house. Meanwhile, Panditji asks Arnav to be fresh before sitting for Pooja. Khushi is surprised to see him in pooja. She tells Jaiprakash " if there is blessings of Devi Mayya Ek Rakshas bhi Pooja par bait saktha hain".

Arnav hears this, looks at her angrily. Anjali comes with a Photo Frame, asks arnav to come near her. She asks to put the garland around the picture. Khushi sees the picture, feels sad, she understands its for Barsi Pooja. When Arnav passes she says that she dint know..... he doesnt listen to her.

Gupta's House
Shyam talking to Rani sahiba and convincing her again that he cannot make up for the event. Anjali is sad ;'( . Khushi's father see this. He asks as who is Rani Sahiba. When shyam tells "wo.. amma..".. Bua interferes, says that she is his client who is very rich! Shyam tells why is he asking so many questions and lets have the tea!
Raizada House
Arnav on fone. Khushi knocks and gets in!
K - Am sorry... I dint know that your parents... I understood from the Photo frame.....
[Arnav doesnt listen, he takes a file checks that]
K - Your eyes are just like your mom.....
Arnav speaks softly - Please go from here.
K - I can understand.. how you feel now..
Arnav gets angry. Throws the file moves towards her.
A - What can you understand?? tell me .. what can you understand? do you know how it feels when he was the one who did the last rites of his parents?
Did she have any idea what that did to him?

Did anyone know how it felt to come back to a home- empty of the people who gave you birth?
That you went out a family, and came back an empty destroyed shell?
An empty home, a silence that kills..sounds that were earlier filled with love..now filled with no recompense?
....... so its better not to come and tell me that u can understand everything!!!!
Khushi's eyes are filled with tears...
A - There is no need to waste your tears for me... dont think that through this you will be sympathised and i will increase your salary..............now get out. Khsuhi leaves... Arnav shuts the door. Gupta's House
Shyam serves the tea to them. He tells his stuppid lines.... But still Khushi's father is unhappy about that. Suddenly he gets an attack!